The Ending I Want
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- Author：Samantha Towle
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Summary
Taylor Shaw had the perfect life-until she was sixteen。 That was when everything changed。 From that moment on， life went from bad to worse。。。to the worst。 After recovering from a brain tumor， months later， she suffers the tragic loss of her whole family。Since that fateful day， she's been coasting through life。Now， the brain tumor has returned， and Taylor decides she's had enough。 She's going to take her fate into her own hands。 No more hospitals。 No more surgeries。 No more anything。She's going to join her family。It's her decision。 What she longs for。 The ending she wants。She just has a list of things to do before she goes。 First， go to England。 Second， kiss a stranger。。。Only， Taylor didn't expect Liam Hunter， the stranger-with his handsome face， his six-foot-three of gorgeousness， and his oh-so-hot English accent-to change things。 To change her。 To change the ending she wanted。What is a girl， who is standing on the edge of nothing， to do when offered the chance of everything？
Reviews
Freida
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Taylor might be the dumbest FMC I've ever read about。。。But Liam was God tier boyfriend material， everytime the hero is called Liam I know he'll be in my top Book Boyfriends。 Taylor might be the dumbest FMC I've ever read about。。。But Liam was God tier boyfriend material， everytime the hero is called Liam I know he'll be in my top Book Boyfriends。 。。。more
Helen Power
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I’ve read a few books by Samantha Towle， and I decided I was finally ready to jump into this one。 And boy， is it ever good！ Because of the premise - Taylor is dying of brain cancer - the book is highly angsty。 She had brain cancer in the past， and she recognizes the signs， but she decides not to go to the doctor and seek treatment。 Her family died a few years ago， and she feels responsible for their death。 So， she’s ready to pay for her mistakes and rejoin them in the afterlife。 Before she dies， I’ve read a few books by Samantha Towle， and I decided I was finally ready to jump into this one。 And boy， is it ever good！ Because of the premise - Taylor is dying of brain cancer - the book is highly angsty。 She had brain cancer in the past， and she recognizes the signs， but she decides not to go to the doctor and seek treatment。 Her family died a few years ago， and she feels responsible for their death。 So， she’s ready to pay for her mistakes and rejoin them in the afterlife。 Before she dies， she wants to finish up the list that she made when she first had cancer when she was sixteen years old。 It was a list for what she wanted to do if she lived， but now it’s what she wants to do before she dies。 First on the list–Visit London， the city where her parents met and fell in love。 On the plane there， she gets to check off the second thing on her list – “Kiss a stranger”。 But after the six-hour plane ride， that stranger doesn’t want to say goodbye。 Instead， he offers to help her accomplish all the things on her list。 This book is sweet and steamy and angsty。 Taylor doesn’t tell the handsome Liam that she’s dying。 She just wants two weeks of happiness with him before she returns home to die。 But she doesn’t expect that after the time is up， he won’t want to let her go。 Liam is absolutely swoon-worthy and I loved this book so much！ I don’t usually cry while reading books， even the super angsty ones （for some reason I bask in others’ pain–let’s not over-analyse that） but towards the end， the tears were streaming down my face。All in all， this is a five-star read from me！ Is there a HEA？ （view spoiler）[ Yes！ （hide spoiler）]Trigger warnings: （view spoiler）[Off the page family death， cancer， self-destructive/suicidal thoughts （hide spoiler）] 。。。more
Clara Martinez Turco
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The Ending I Want is an emotional read。 Taylor Shaw knows pain。 Her family is dead， and her brain tumor is back。 She might have fought for her life once， but now she is ready to give up and is not afraid of dying。 Taylor is done coasting through life。 Her last two tasks are to visit London， on a trip she was supposed to go on with her family four years ago， and to tackle a list of things she had planned to do at sixteen when she beat the tumor for the first time。At 20， she is more adventurous。 S The Ending I Want is an emotional read。 Taylor Shaw knows pain。 Her family is dead， and her brain tumor is back。 She might have fought for her life once， but now she is ready to give up and is not afraid of dying。 Taylor is done coasting through life。 Her last two tasks are to visit London， on a trip she was supposed to go on with her family four years ago， and to tackle a list of things she had planned to do at sixteen when she beat the tumor for the first time。At 20， she is more adventurous。 So when a sexy man with an English accent sits next to her on the flight to London， she just kisses him。 After all， kissing a stranger is on her bucket list。 Liam Hunter is not taken aback by Taylor's kiss。 He embraces it and savors it。 And when he realizes the American girl sitting next to him has a list of things to do， he decides to help her complete it。 There is something about her that speaks to him。Taylor and Liam are special。 They make each other better， even when they don't realize it。 Theirs is a story about living your life， conquering your fears， and living in the moment。 It's also about forgiveness。 Some passages were raw and painful， making me teared up。 And while I held my breath more times than I cared to count， this book also made me smile and giggle。 。。。more
Coco
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This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 *4。5 stars*I genuinely loved this story。 I got it months ago and had been putting off reading it for well months and then the other day I decided to just pick it up and read it and I’m telling you， that was definitely one of the best decisions I’ve made。 When I first started reading The Ending I Want， I felt that it wasn’t my type of book， that everything was just out of place， but I wanted to give the books a chance and I’m damn glad I did， because although the beginning wasn’t my favourite， I *4。5 stars*I genuinely loved this story。 I got it months ago and had been putting off reading it for well months and then the other day I decided to just pick it up and read it and I’m telling you， that was definitely one of the best decisions I’ve made。 When I first started reading The Ending I Want， I felt that it wasn’t my type of book， that everything was just out of place， but I wanted to give the books a chance and I’m damn glad I did， because although the beginning wasn’t my favourite， I loved the development through the story， and I eventually came to absolutely love the start of the story， the start of their story。 My initial thought of the book has changed from if-fy， to inlove。 Liam stole my heart along with Taylors。 She may not have gotten the ending she initially wanted， but she definitely got the ending she needed， a devoted and generous sex god of a man。 Liam is absolutely perfect， he did absolutely everything for Taylor。 Liam was completely heartbroken when he learned that Taylor wanted to join her family， when he thought that his love for her is not enough for her to keep fighting — it broke my heart as well。 And thank god for Eddie because if it weren’t for him， Taylor may never have changed her mind。 Liam has a great friend there and definitely one that many should have， Eddie is a priceless gift。 Anyways， the story of Taylor and Liams love is amazing， it was essentially lust-at-first-sight， Taylor kissed Liam after only a greeting of "Hello" and "Hi" were exchanged， Liam was also very willing， as well as Taylor， to just got to the bathroom on the plane and enjoy each other， but the wait from the plane to Liams apartment was probably the best type of torture， making their first time together even better。 I initially did not like Taylor because of her way of thinking， she deserves to die and join her family because she asked her mom to wash her lucky hoodie， but I tried to put myself in her shoes and I could understand why she blamed herself and thought the way she did。 Taylor was also alone and tormented， she never spoke about what happened until Liam and that was her downfall。 Taylor’s parents fought with her through the first tumour and regardless of them now being dead， they would have wanted her to keep fighting and if they were still alive would have fought with her all over again。 I can only imagine they’d have been just as heartbroken as Liam by her decision。 Taylor made so many bad decisions， but I’m the end she realised what she was losing and decided to fight and I’m so damn proud of her for that。I adore Liam， he had faced so many hardships with his father and mother， having to live with a druggie mother and her boyfriend， a complete dead-beat dad who was out of the picture， I admire him for coming out of that strong and determined， ready to prove to everyone that he wasn’t his parents and made a name for himself， becoming the owner of an airline， a finance company and a failing hotel chain that he rebranded and made big。 Liam is the perfect role model， if he were a real person， but even still as a fictional character。 He is admirable and his generosity is a whole other story。 Liam is a fighter， for himself and for others， he’s as selfless as a person can be， he’s the type of guy that anyone would ever want — dominant， selfless， kind， generous and a sex-god。 Liam is the ultimate prize。 And Taylor won！！ 。。。more
M herondale
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- I expected angst and an emotional read but this book is just fluff and smut。 The book is all about how and where she wants to have sex and this 30 years old billionaire and CEO of an airline has all the time in the world to make her wishlist come true。- It was cringy and predictable。- The H was too good to be true and not a captivating characterI hated how he called her Boston all the time， it was quite annoying。- There was simply no depth ！ no struggle， no strong emotions， nothing ！ I just di - I expected angst and an emotional read but this book is just fluff and smut。 The book is all about how and where she wants to have sex and this 30 years old billionaire and CEO of an airline has all the time in the world to make her wishlist come true。- It was cringy and predictable。- The H was too good to be true and not a captivating characterI hated how he called her Boston all the time， it was quite annoying。- There was simply no depth ！ no struggle， no strong emotions， nothing ！ I just didn’t feel anything for the characters - I noticed great similarities to “on Dublin street” 。。。more
Isla
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3。75⭐️
Haley
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HOLY SH*T。 I was so NOT prepared for this book。 I thought it was just going to be about a girl finding herself and making peace with the disease that has rattled her once before and come back with vengeance。 But this was so much more。 It taught all sorts of life lessons。 What took me the most by surprise was the SPICE in this book， I didn't see it coming but ooooo was it so good。Taylor was on a plane， about to take off for England when a handsome stranger sits down next to her。 Ironic as Taylor HOLY SH*T。 I was so NOT prepared for this book。 I thought it was just going to be about a girl finding herself and making peace with the disease that has rattled her once before and come back with vengeance。 But this was so much more。 It taught all sorts of life lessons。 What took me the most by surprise was the SPICE in this book， I didn't see it coming but ooooo was it so good。Taylor was on a plane， about to take off for England when a handsome stranger sits down next to her。 Ironic as Taylor was just making her "to do before I die list" multiple lines on that list include something to do with a stranger。 How convenient that Liam is a stranger that chose to sit next to her on the long flight。 Before she knew it she was kissing him， just kissing someone she'd never met！ What happens after the plane lands is more than she ever could've imagined。 But the secrets are no longer feeling like secrets， they're feeling like lies。 She tells herself she feels nothing， that Liam feels nothing。 But that might not be true。 But she's not listening to herself anymore。。。 she's only thinking of what she chose to do long ago。"Fear is not rational。 It doesn't give you a choice。 It just is。" 。。。more
gerald villaluna
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I’m In LoveI was a bit hesitant about reading this book but I put on my “big knickers，” on and read this story。 It was truly a rollercoaster and I love every twist and turn。 Taylor and Liam’s story is truly amazing。 Like the rollercoaster it took my breath away， I held on to every twist and turns of each page and I couldn’t put it down until I finished their story。 If you are in need of a reminder of why loving someone and letting love in is truly an amazing experience then read this story becau I’m In LoveI was a bit hesitant about reading this book but I put on my “big knickers，” on and read this story。 It was truly a rollercoaster and I love every twist and turn。 Taylor and Liam’s story is truly amazing。 Like the rollercoaster it took my breath away， I held on to every twist and turns of each page and I couldn’t put it down until I finished their story。 If you are in need of a reminder of why loving someone and letting love in is truly an amazing experience then read this story because it won’t disappoint。 One just needs to be brave！ 。。。more
Stephanie Antonio Wymer
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Listen， this book is just *chefs kiss* Normally I don’t write reviews for books but this book had me feeling a certain type of way。 The spicyness， the falling in love and the inevitable heartbreak it was everything and more I could ask for in a book。 I cried， I laughed and everything in between。 5/5！
Patience Cronk
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A very sweet read but I was in tears from about 80% to the end。
Donna Wright
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Just beautiful Loved every word of this beautiful story。 Tugged on the heart strings， tears in my eyes。 No words go better together than Boston and Liam。
Kara
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I haven’t read this author in a couple of years - and boy did I miss her。 A friend sent a Tiktok about this book & I had to read it straight away。 It was a great book & all the feels。
Emily
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This book left me crying and feeling all the feels。
Twilla Wickedly Sweet and Synful Book Blog
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very well done This is my first book by this author and I’m impressed。 It was recommended to me in a Facebook group。 I enjoyed it a lot。 I highly recommend this book。
Emily Shave
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Omg absolutely loved this book！ I was hooked from the beginning I laughed and I carried！ Very well written and I got emotionally attached to the characters I would love more！
Heather
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I actually rated this a 4。5 on StoryGraph。**I primarily use StoryGraph and Tiktok。 Check out all my reviews there - @hwconductor
Claire
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such an emotional read So far best book I’ve read from Samantha it’s a close subject to my heart I laughed cried all way through it I absolutely loved it 🥰
Jennifer Izzo
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perfection As always - Such a wonderful， warm and fuzzy read。 I could not put it down。 Finished it over the weekend。
Patty
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Love Liam and Taylors story。 Liam is just the sweetest。
Sammi
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This book…。where do I even begin。This book toyed with my emotions， throughout the entire thing。 I have to be in a certain mood to read a book that I just KNOW is going to be emotional。 I knew after reading the summary， I would get emotionally invested with this book， and boy was I right。 What book that is about a dying girl wouldn’t be。I was hooked from the start， and finished this in less than a day。 I laughed out loud so many times， as well as almost cried just as many。 It was a beautiful blen This book…。where do I even begin。This book toyed with my emotions， throughout the entire thing。 I have to be in a certain mood to read a book that I just KNOW is going to be emotional。 I knew after reading the summary， I would get emotionally invested with this book， and boy was I right。 What book that is about a dying girl wouldn’t be。I was hooked from the start， and finished this in less than a day。 I laughed out loud so many times， as well as almost cried just as many。 It was a beautiful blend of emotions that the author masterfully wrote。 From start to finish， this book enamored me。 Netflix has made several watt pad stories to movies， and a few books to movies that had almost no plot。 If they are going to make a romance novel into a movie， I would love it to be this one。 It had just as much plot and emotions as it did spicy scenes。 Which is not something I encounter often in romance books。I stumbled onto this book from TikTok， and boy am I glad I did。 100% recommend。 。。。more
Sarah Louise
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AmazingThis book is amazing from start to finish， made me very emotional in some areas but I couldn't put it down。 Please read it， you will not regret it。 AmazingThis book is amazing from start to finish， made me very emotional in some areas but I couldn't put it down。 Please read it， you will not regret it。 。。。more
Natalie
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4。25⭐
Insomnolent Reader °ㅠ_ㅠ°
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It was going to be a 4-star at least but fuck。 This was so good。 The characters were well-written and I just loved both of them。The spice: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 （for me anyway）The humour: 👌👌👌The chemistry: 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯I thought I'd hate an insta-lobe seeing as the main events happened within two weeks。 It didn't feel like that at all。I saw this pass by my IG wall and I thought it'd be one of those disappointing ones。 Well， I was wrong。 I thoroughly enjoyed it！ 🌸 It was going to be a 4-star at least but fuck。 This was so good。 The characters were well-written and I just loved both of them。The spice: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 （for me anyway）The humour: 👌👌👌The chemistry: 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯I thought I'd hate an insta-lobe seeing as the main events happened within two weeks。 It didn't feel like that at all。I saw this pass by my IG wall and I thought it'd be one of those disappointing ones。 Well， I was wrong。 I thoroughly enjoyed it！ 🌸 。。。more
Areej Bushnaq
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The Ending I WantA book about finding love and realizing there is something or someone to live for❤️ Who wouldn’t want an ending with Liam Hunter 😍
Samantha Duthie
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Amazing readWould highly recommend this book not for the faint hearted but we'll worth the read， could not put this book down 。 Totally captured me from the get go。 5 out of 5 from me。 Amazing readWould highly recommend this book not for the faint hearted but we'll worth the read， could not put this book down 。 Totally captured me from the get go。 5 out of 5 from me。 。。。more
megan
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The Ending I Wanted Loved this story， I loved following Liam and Taylor’s story。 It was funny and sweet with some serious moments。 I got a bit worried with the 6 months later chapter， but very happy with the ending。
Rebecca
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Really enjoyed this book。 Was not the easiest book for me to read， my husband passed from a very aggressive brain tumor， but I felt the emotions hard， and that signals a great read for me。
Kelly Schmitz
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I f*cking LOVED this book。 It made me feel so many emotions — I laughed， I cried， i swooned， I felt butterflies （in both my belly and my 🤭） This book is the whole package and kept me engaged the whole time。I fell in love with Liam during their first encounter。 He was so confident， sexy， funny， and so interested in Taylor。 They were #goalsAF 🫶🏼 I wish I could re-read this book for the first time again🥹 go in blind！ You won’t be disappointed。
Vanessa97
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4+⭐
ANTC
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Meh。 Not going to give it a star rating since I just skimmed through。 Very insta-lovey and the connection is superficial。
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